Travelling...
I used to love travelling. Shopping, dining, sight-seeing, etc, etc. Not anymore. No more ever since I have you, my darling darling Kar Yan. The thought of not being there to read you bedtime stories, to giggle with you and kissing you goodnight...ahh, it means so much to me.
I dread to think, what would happen if something happen to mummy. There are just so much bad news lately that mummy seems to think a lot.
That is why, mummy start to write on this blog.
Tomorrow, I need to travel for more than five hours to Shanghai. I dread it, but I cannot avoid it because it is work. All mummy wish is to go and travel back safely, and to see you, hug you and kiss you again, my baby Kar Yan.
I love you, Kar Yan.
Mummy have ordered quite a lot of things for you in Shanghai and will bring it back with me :) And this include a "swimming pool" :P
This is the first time you drew a "complete" face with two eyes and a smiley.
Yes, to mummy - it's such a fine piece of art and as lovely as the artist.
My Karat Blog
Yep..Busy + Lazy. Ok, ok..maybe...Lazy first...but then also busy.
So, why - he asked?
On the other brighter side, I would also like to keep track of how my emotional rollercoaster evolve...as I grew up....older and wiser. Memories that I wish to cherish, and although we can keep it in our hearts, but trust me, it is so much different to read it again...at that exact point of time when you are penning it down. :D
"So complicated?!! Women!!"....hahaha...yes, that was his remarks...as he shook his head to disbelief.
He should see this movie. THAT is what I call COMPLICATED!! This story is about a successful Californian food store owner (Meryl Streep) - happily divorced from former husband (Alex Baldwin) for the last ten years, but on a trip to NY to attend their son's graduation, she starts and affair with him. Yep, imagine, an AFFAIR with ex-husband! He happens to be re-married to a younger woman (hmm...alwiz the younger ones) while she becomes involved with an architect (Steve Martin) Funny movie....
Chicken OR Egg?
Chicken? Egg?
Unlike SALES. :) The REAL VIP in business.
How do you measure a reward?
Hmmm.
Even when the reward is a personal gesture...you tend to have certain level of expectation. But then, when you think about it...it is a personal gesture....it is up to the giver...not something compulsory...the giver certainly doesn't owe you anything!
But still, if you are unaware of such reward and it comes suddenly, you will be delighted to receive. But if you are aware of the reward, but have been playing the guessing game....it can be rather difficult to be happy. After all....we are human being....never contended, never enough.
Grateful, yes. Enough......nope. Sadly, this is the real world. Homosapiens ARE greedy. We want more money, more love, more understanding, more opportunity, more luck, more friends, more, more, more of the good things (of course).
We are after all, ONLY human. :)
The GYM?
Every night when I head home, I can't help but feel as though I will die. No kidding. I have counted, over and over. 8 x 10 = 80. No, no, I am not 80 years old...
Everyday, sometimes, twice a day or more (if it does happen, I will surely curse) I have to climb 80 steps to reach my home sweet home. The STAIRS is killing me!!! This is so much true as I grew shorter and shorter as each day goes by =P
I am so not fit. So not healthy. At least, for my age. Hubby can breeze up carrying tonnes of stuff in a minute while I have to struggle as if I am climbing Mount Everest!
I can't complain much as I was the one whom chose to have this unit. Despite everyone telling me the cons of climbing stairs (they just knew me so well) - I insist to have the unit at the highest floor. I want the view. I want the privacy. And heck, I can handle the stairs...that was what I thought!
I have been staying here for almost a year now, and I still huff and puff everyday! I really pray I don't fall or suddenly die of a heart attack, or worst, stroke!
Maybe it is time to join the gym again? Hmmmmmmmmmmmmm....................