My mum and friends' advise "LET IT BE"

They said, if you are too "pressured"..it WON'T happen. Take it easy, and it will come to you naturally. Hmmm. Easy for them to say, I thought.

Age is definitely catching up with me. I can feel this "change" in me. On holidays, I love to spend some quite time - it can just be sitting and sipping a cup of coffee. Of course, shopping is still in my fav list. But I used to hate idling around. But now...luv it :)

And, I luv kids. I enjoyed the look on their innocent faces. I enjoyed the casual chats with them, wondering how simple minds can one day be so complex. Kids. Especially my nephew and niece. And of course, dearest Calvin...